Turtle Girl Twirl
Turtle Girl Twirl is my self-described title this blog, based on a little story I wrote called "I Am a Turtle" & the fact I am SO SLOW! I continue to be magnetized to helping the struggling. I truly believe my Calling is to be a Paraclete--one who comes alongside another to help through the journey's challenges to victory! I ask you to try viewing experiences from the perspective of one with battle scars & wounds but KNOWS that the TURTLE WON THE RACE! And so will I!
Twirl Around the World!
I want to fulfill the purpose God has for me, bring Him glory, and bless as many others I can along my journey!
Praying you will receive a blessing for journeying with me along this path!
Twirl with Turtle Girl
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Saturday, June 7, 2014
God Has His Reasons -- December 13th Entry
for allowing / changing plans, despite my prayers to the contrary. I still wouldn't be surprised if spiritual warfare were not involved at some level. Regardless, I'm spending my first night in New York, ever! I reluctantly parted with my blue and green plaid wrap, leaving it in my vehicle that we locked in the Memphis Airport parking lot. I regret NOT bringing that AND my blue velvet hat AND my white eyelash scarf!
Although we flew over increasingly-deepening levels of snow the farther north our plane went northward toward Detroit, the yards and golf courses around JFK International Airport in New York were still bright green outside our plan windows! In contrast, the "storm," however, would be found to be INSIDE the airport at Gate 11!
I'm still PLODDING...
Due to EARLY-onset "Change-of-Life," I have been struggling over the past ten or more years to "adjust" to the "New ME." THIS "Me" is a synthesis of an inkling of my "OLD, original" self, enveloped within an unrecognizable, non-responsive, pain-ridden BODY or SHELL!
Plopped on top is a "Styrofoam Globe" of my so-called "MIND" that abandoned me instantly upon graduation from my Master's Program! After pouring my ENTIRE heart, soul, spirit, body, mind, time, energy, focus, and resources into successful acquisition and practical implementation of all the knowledge and skills infused into my spongy mind, I was EMPTY!!!!
Slowly, VERY slowly...through prayer, God's grace, and extremely patient friends, along with therapy and diligent medical treatment, I am gently, cautiously emerging from my protective shell. But I am being oh, so tentative, cautious, and SLOW!
There is SO much MORE to my journey, yet, since these years were beyond overwhelming to me, I tend to simplify and consolidate them into a vague, condensed "wad" of contemplation...at least, for now.
Monday, October 22, 2012
A Chair Like Me...
in a decorator showroom in Arkansas that captured my personality perfectly grabbed my attention! Although it was way too expensive, I was drawn to it on a deeply emotional level. in complete contrast to my struggle to detach from worldly ' desires. ' Yet my longing had nothing to do with acquiring more possession, it met a deeper core need: the expression of my inner creative artistic colorful, even 'Bohemian' self! None of which has been given freedom of expression outwardly, concretely, in the decor of our home. it was like this chair screamed ME! But for now, my screams continue to remain silent!